Ants

     Okay, so I am trying to get this blog going.
     Recovering from the blog entry that I lost, I am starting anew.
     All I can do in a situation like this.
     I hope this blog doesn't get lost.
     It happens when the computer is being updated with Avast! anti-virus, or some other thing.
     Lots of things happen on the computer.
     It's become a life style for me.
     I resisted computers for a long time.  I didn't want to get sucked into them.  But then, it was necessary to.
     Now I can't do anything without my computers. 
     I need them.
     If I make a painting, no one can see it unless I post a picture of it.
     So, computers are absolutely necessary.
     The reason why I resisted them for so long is I knew that a lot of it would be a waste of time.
     That is true. 
     A lot of time gets wasted on the computer.
     But when things get done, they are there forever.
     A good youtube video for me now can generate hits, fame, and money into my adsense account.
     The money I've made with adsense in my account is about $4.30 for all of my work.
     They sure don't pay well.
     Anyway, my coffee is good, and it is a nice day out there.
     You know I am just filling up space, right?  It is something to do.
     I'm trying to make up for my lost blog entry.
     There is no way to regain those words.
     Dang.
     Oh well, maybe it is time for a cigarette.
     You know, adsense isn't the greatest boss to work for. 
     He does not pay especially well.
     Oh well, that's how it goes.
     The house always wins.
     So what I need is my own house.
    

    My cigarette was good.  I enjoyed standing out there to get a head change.  A cigarette gives me time to reflect, and to change the palette of my thoughts.  I was thinking about ants, because they keep going no matter what.  I always liked ants.  I used to go to the field and get ants for my aquarium of ants.  Then some kid broke my aquarium and my ants got out.  I think it was some kid that belonged to a baby sitter that didn't do anything.  The guy would just lay on the couch, and I couldn't watch t.v., the bum.  His kids would break my toys, the little bastards.  Dang them.
     My parents didn't always get the best baby sitters.

     It's amazing that I can type in almost any kind of animal or insect, and Magic has a card for it.  I think it's great.
     If only I could limit my usage of the word 'it', that would be great, too.

     So all I am trying to do this morning is to get this blog going.  It ain't easy.  It's hard.  I spend just as much time writing a blog as I do making videos.  It ain't easy to write well.  It takes practice, and know how.  It requires a certain amount of expertise.
     One thing is for sure is I would rather sit around writing then working some lame job.
     Some people get books published from blogs.  I'm not even close to doing that.  For one thing, I have no readers, and for another, my material is all over the place, and sketchy.
     Haha, I don't care.  I am just having fun.

     Okay, let's publish this thing and get it over with.

     In the blog world, numbers don't lie.